How easy it is to skim the surface of life without entering into what we were created for, all along, our hearts vaguely aware that something's not quite right.
How easy it is to hear sermon after sermon and never be changed, our hearts overgrown with calluses from conviction not heeded, from notes taken and never reviewed, from plans made and not followed through.
How easy it is to read a book and forget what it says.
I recall hearing someone once say that "knowledge without application programs us to inactivity."
I have taken in so much knowledge, but applied so little.
Having grown up in a Christian home and spent time with people from all different denominational persuasions, at times I have been downright confused about what I believe and what the Bible actually says. I have also acquired bits of knowledge (not necessarily thorough) about many theological issues and topics of the Bible. Knowledge is wonderful and even essential, but the problem with knowing things is that sometimes we can think we have mastered them simply because we know that they are true. Oh, patience...I know I'm supposed to be patient. Worry? Yeah, worry is pointless and Jesus tells us not to worry anyway.
I've recently pared down my wardrobe. Although I still have much more than I need, getting rid of some of the extra items in my closet has been a freeing experience. Having less options and clutter simplifies my life.
I think I need to ask myself what "extras" have found there way into my thinking that aren't even true, necessary, or consistent with life in the Kingdom of God? Has God's Word truly gripped and permeated my life?
I know that I am not starting to walk with Jesus all over again. He has been with me all along, patiently teaching me and guiding me. But perhaps it's time for some good old fashioned spring (or summer) cleaning where my heart is concerned. Perhaps it's a good time to do a little inventory of the things I have been believing and pare them down to what Scripture says, specifically to the way Jesus has taught me to live, and then to do it. Knowledge without application programs us to inactivity.
This might be a good place to start...
He has shown you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you
but to do justice and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?
Micah 6:8
Sweet Ave you put into words perfectly what I have been feeling latley. Thanks for sharing your heart. It gives me hope that I am not alone. Now that I am going to be a mom I often ask the Lord....why now? I feel like my walk with Him is at it's weakest right now and in need of such rebuilding....and now I am gonna be a momma! I didn't even know if I would ever be able to have biological children because of my tumors, so I know this is His design and perfect timing(and I WANTED sooner than later or never) and he will provide. But like you, I feel like I am starting my walk with Jesus all over again. OK....
ReplyDeleteThat's enough words for the blog...I will finish this convo with you on the phone...soon!!!
Thanks, Melissa!I know it must be overwhelming (in good but also scary ways)thinking about being a mom. Reflect on His works of grace in your life and be encouraged...He has not left us to ourselves and never will! I'm looking forward to catching up with you!
ReplyDeleteThanks Avery! Great reminder :)
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